"Some went down to the sea in ships, doing business on the great waters; they saw the deeds of the Lord, His wondrous works in the deep. For he commanded and raised the stormy wind, which lifted up the waves of the sea. They mounted up to heaven; they went down to the depths; their courage melted away in their evil plight;
they reeled and staggered like drunken men and were at their wits' end. Then they cried to the Lord in their trouble, and He delivered them from their distress. He made the storm be still, and the waves of the sea were hushed. Then they were glad that the waters were quiet, and he brought them to their desired haven." Psalm 107:23-30

Monday, June 17, 2013

Ordinary Miracles

Today I saw another little heart beating on ultrasound. It took my breath away and I cried tears of joy.

But even so my Dr has told me to prepare for a miscarriage this week. My baby is very behind in development with a very weak and slow heart. There's also a large subchorionic hemorrhage site from a hemorrhage I had yesterday still threatening me and the baby.

This afternoon my husband held me in our bed and I fought back tears. He gently gave my tummy a kiss and we smiled together at the life that for now is ours. We thanked God for it, oh how blessed I am to hold this baby! And he smiled and said to me, "We are storing up treasures in heaven."

We are indeed. God bless you my sweet baby. I love you forever, I always will, and I will meet you at the Savior's side. And if you really go, please say hi to my Daddy for me.


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